no direction

I honestly do not have an idea what I want to do with my life right now. It's like being lost somewhere and your freaking compass does not work. All you could is look up and the follow that north star and as you go along you keep hoping that you are following the right star. 

Truth be told, I'm tired of my job. Oh sure, it's very easy to just say "then quit!". But it's not. There are many things to consider and as much as I want out, i still have to take those things into consideration. I have learned a long time ago that doing something so drastic out of my whim is a very terrible thing to do. I have to think first.

But now, I'm freaking thinking too hard that all my thoughts are in a rumble. In the end, I'd end up with a headache and not even close to getting a conclusion. Sigh. Nevertheless, I will keep on trying to figure out what I want while I'm wandering aimlessly. Hopefully, I get  my head clear and everything in order before I unknowingly end up in the edge of a cliff or something as terrible.