I was an awkward, chubby, nine year old dragging a bag full of clothes
in the hospital lobby. I heard Mama’s screams from the end of the hallway. I
ran to where you were, the pesky old and heavy bag tangled with my short legs with every other step. I stopped by the
door and stared at you. You were looking up at the ceiling. I could see nothing
but the white of your eyes and your pale face while Mama screamed at the
doctors to do something. You just laid
there as life crept out of you. And I just stared.
It’s been eighteen years. I still can’t forget.
I've lost count how many times I have stared at your picture
and begged that you come and get me. I
wanted to be with you again so badly. I still do. I still want you back.
You are missed, Papa. You are loved. Always.
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