When?

It's already months past a year since then. Yet, I still can not bring myself to stop daydreaming about you. Silly dreams. Stupid wishes. Hopeless me. Still, I can not stop. I have already said a long time ago, I want to get over how I felt for you but I don't want to forget. I still don't want to forget. It's stupidity at its finest and yet I can not let go. I can not let go of you. I cannot let go of the memories. Refuse might be a more appropriate term. My mind and my heart just refuses to move on. My heart is stuck in the past. Stuck in that moment when I felt loved and cherished. For a short while I was your baby. Now, the mere thought of embracing, kissing, loving somebody else raises bile to my throat. I couldn't. I still want you. Dream of you. Love you. Maybe someday, by the time our paths will cross again, I will be over you by then. When that will be? Nobody knows. As for now, it is time to get back to my dream world. A world where you love me.